Sunshine hasn't been getting better at all, and the insulin shots haven't been helping. She's barely walking and eating; she has no energy for anything or anyone. It's amazing she actually walked all the way up to my room today, and then when she did she didn't move at all and just slept.

My parents took her to the vet again today, and the vet figured it was more than just diabetes...she has some disease caused by liver failure (I can't remember the name) that makes her skin break out in sores and it's so painful she can't walk or eat. And this disease can only have symptoms treated; there's no cure for it and she'll only get worse and worse.

So the doctors are coming by tomorrow to put her to sleep.
My two brothers are still out of state/overseas and won't get to say goodbye. My dad hugged me and cried; this is only the third time in my life I can remember seeing him cry.

I feel like a stone; I can't move and it's hard to breathe.